{ Friday, September 11, 2009
5:01 AM }
strangers are friends waiting to happen.we started out friends. i like the way he teases me. eventhough it seems to be irritating at times, i never got bored whenever with him. i remember the other day, yazid was so irritating & he was getting on my last nerve. so i kept quiet. & only talked about work issues. & there came him stood beside me & asked, " asl senyap je?". i looked at him & rolled my eyes with "tak boleh senyap pe?" coming out from my mouth. but my heart was thumping fast. haha! as time goes by, i started to admire & every second im with him, my heart really beating fast. no one eventhough my closest girlfriends knew about my feelings towards him. i decided to keep to myself. we started to chat on msn almost everyday. i didnt gave him a single hint about my feelings. i knew i cant keep any longer. & somehow i need & i have to tell him. but i was afraid. on the 5th august, he asked me out for a movie at causeway point. i bet cha that was my happiest day ever! he was a great company to be with. the very next week, we went out again. & the following week too. the list goes on ..
but now, we went a step further. i never expect that he is the one giving me his full attention, love & concern towards me. i never thought that he was so gentlemen & so loving. with his affection, im begining to love him more each day. i never had this feeling before. my girlfriends knew that i had enough with my love life. & they are very sure that its hard for me to fall in love again. i hope he will not be the next to destroy my love life but to love me sincerely. yes, we're not officially yet. but im not shy neither afraid to tell anyone especially our cliques that i've fallen for him. because i knew that i love him just the way he is. for now, all i want is for him to love me wholeheartly. i love you, Muzammil.