& now what? you didnt even msg or call me or whatsoever. a tempo lil sis i guess. what friendship is this? i treasure every time when i get to be close with you. but you didnt seem to be bothered. i dont know the reason why you're avoiding me nowdays. does the reason lies on you? or on me? you appeared to be my nightmare. why? have i done wrong that causes you to be my nightmare? why my life is treated this way? i tried my best to make you smile every minute. but it cant seems to succeed. i pray. i pray that one day, everything goes on smoothly. if you cant seems to be bothered. then, i cant do anyth. but to say, goodbye. god, help me find the way to life. & help me not to say goodbye.