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okay ,
each day has becoming more gerek , haha .
realy , my life has becoming more gerek ,
haha . okay .
so today , there is music test , like usual , we all maseh ble bual2 bilang the answers ,haha
okay , so eng lesson , i was bored and i started doin volcom logo on my kaki jus above the socks , haha . niceeeeeeee=)
okay , so wadva lah , and miss chen is gona leave the skool soon , haha .tomorrow da tkder miss chen , alah , abeh kene pay attention lah nie all the wae . alahhhhhh ,
so had some photos taken with hur , haha , the posers . okay , sooo during history and sci lessons , i had to go for counselling , shit ar .! i was scared to thahirah and sabrina accompanied me .heh ,
okay , so the counselling was sort of gerek lah ,
thahirah and sabrina end up having counselling too wid me , so had some chit chats ,
and thahirah was like story telling , she like got many stories lah . haha , so we had alot of sweets .
the jar was full lah at first , then only left 1/2 when we left , haha .
oookay ,sooo counselling was nt scary lah ,
and then after skool , thought of staying back in skewl ,
but mendak ar everyday kt skola aje ,
so went to greenridge with thahirah .
i bought waffle , okay .
then we dunno where areadii to go ,
beh go fajar , then to segar then to petir .
hey ,we took the long cut okay . we followed the lrt track .scared ar if we lost ,
thahirah budak bukit gombak , me budak yew tee .
haahhh , okay .met many different types of apek today . okay ,
we are walking outside the zhenghua primary skool renovation there lah ,
then we are like dancing2 , abeh , got this guy like 30+ years old , i should call him pak cik lah .!
he was driving , then stop at the side , abeh he ask ,
"dek , ble tanye sikit , mane skola Zhenghua Primary nye renovation nye tempat .?"
i still remebered his lines okay .
then we say lah its jus in front .
after they left ,
thahirah plak ckp ,
"tau nk mangatal aje .! kn skola tuh depan mater dier , potek .?"
haha , so wadava lah .
haha , okay .
im freaking tired lah after wallking to petir using the long cut .
then at lrt , we took two rounds , woy .!
we thought of taking the third round , but then my kepala da pening after the rounds and the walking to petir tat makes us lost .
haha , so went to lot 1 .
then kt sane we go to Guardian again .
so we aready had aimed to the colours of the dye hair . yay .!
haha , okay . then i bought thahirah chocolate dip cone then i bought the soft cone .
then eat at the lot 1 blakang sane ,
fuyyyoh ,great fun lah wid hur .
hehe ,
okay ,
and thahirah ,
we walk to CCK mrt and then took 3 rounds okay tommorow .?
hehe ,
oh yahs ,
my mum asked me i had gone todae , and then i sae lah i go rounding at Jelapang ,
all she sae was , "tkder keje laen eh .?"
haha , she didnt asked many questions , or didnt nag at my or sumthg ,
soo great .! hehe
azyani didnt come for skool todae again .
so yay .!
land clear .!
okaylah , gooood bye peopleeeeee .!


haha ,
today is sooooooo gerek ,
GEOG , teacher didnt came , soo the relief teacher like suxing .haha ,
as per normal , me ,thahirah and sabrina bual2 . soo the teacher didnt realise .haha .
and sci oso gerek , during the test ,me n thahirah still can bual2 . LOL !
okay ,skipped lessons k ,
soo during the maths remedial , its just a waste of time .
we shouldnt had go ryte thahirah .?
okay , but nevermind lah ,
eliyana go make missed calls , haha .
and the "mangsa2" are , suhaila , shafiq ,thahirah , naddz and haron .
super duper fun ,
okay , shafiq story , i make miss call at him , he was talking2 then take out his hp .
me , thahirah ,nadia and suhaila tk bole tahan ketawe rabak .
then from across ,he shouted ," kau fikir fun ke pe mangkuk .!"
i was like "ish, fun ar .!"
then suhaila story ,
i make miss call at hur ,
firstly she was msging hur baby , she was anxious lah to see the reply .
then when the vibrate , vibrated , she was like "ehy ,dier reply2 dier reply !"
wakakaninalakatak ,! haha .
ketawe rabak .haha ,
and , when the bell rings , me n thahirah was like da packing our bags ,
then de cekgu ckp ," who wants to go now ,may go ."
me and thahirah left , haha . but suhaila , nadia and sabrina didnt leave ,
they all step blajar aje tapi bermsg2
lagi bagos klua kn .
haha ,
okay , reached at at 6 .
at last , haha .
okay ,tomorrow , see lah ur luck eh if u did not off ur hp ,
i may be making miss calls ,haha .
gooooood luck peopleeee .!


No need to say a word
Yeah girl it's so clear
Ooh I can read through those tears
That man just stole you from me
So what you're 'bout to say is my biggest fear
Last thing I needed to hear is
That you no longer love me
So today before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say...
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
No need to say a word
Yeah girl it's so clear
Ooh I can read through those tears
That man just stole you from me
So what you're 'bout to say is my biggest fear
Last thing I needed to hear is
That you no longer love me
So today before you step up to break my heart
Before you start picking my world apart
Just know that I will never stop you
I've been where you are
Before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say...
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
We used to spend our nights just dreaming alone
I guess that those days are gone
And I've forever lost you
I never thought that you would hurt me like that
I guess there's no turning back
Ooh girl I'll always want you
So today before you step up to break my heart
Before you start picking my world apart
Just know that I will never stop you
I've been where you are
Before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say...
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
Is akhari raat mat rulana sanam
Ek pyar ka raag gungunana sanam
Is akhari raat
Ek pyar ka raagIs akhari raat
Ek pyar ka raag
Meri jaan...
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
No no, no no
Tell me how
I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me


HELLO .!
dis post should be yesterday post lah , yesterdae mls nk post .
okay ,soo yesterday stayed back wid thahirah and sabrina .
super duper fun babe .
okay ,ferstly , we accompanied thahirah for hur english detention , as u noe ,we can go aniware between de 1hr . soo we stayed at class . okay , there is shafiq , aliff and rizal .
haha , they are stunt mans .LOL .!
cant stop laughing man .!he short then nk jump from one table to another ,then he like nk jatuh like tat .ahha ,
okay ,they mcm 415 ,go lyn thahirah go field ,okay ,stayed a 3rd floor .
then , me , sabrina , thahirah laughed all the wae , okay .haha .happy we .!
okay ,then arnd 435 , thahirah was late for hur detention , we all run like anjing terlepas .haha ,
then met aliff ,shafiq and rizal lagi .haiyooo .
okay ,then hujan , go i dunno ware the place call . talk2 craps beh laughed2 .haha ,
okay , soo the rain was heavy plus storms .
haiyoo .
so stayed until 645 ,but sabrina went hme ferst arnd 625 .
okay ,de lrt part , super funny lah , me and thahirah stayed at de lift for like dunno how long ,haha ,then biler klua aje , da mcm ikan paus .haha ,
and then we are like miss alot of trains ,dis thahirah lah ,sae wait another train many2 times .
okay ,yesterday reached hme arnd 745 ,mum didnt nag at me .yay .!
haha ,she onli like tanye2 .
bahh ,
okay ,today post ,
haha ,lessons periods , fuyyoh , best .
hha .didnt pay attention ,alah , klau faham tkpe ah .nie cikgu aje satu2 mcm taik .
thahirah ,jgn terase eh .
soo ,we all like buat bising2 ,gerek babe , the teachers are giving up on us .
okay ,
and after skool oso gerek ,
me ,suhaila and thahirah went to 4th storey .
talk craps , we are fully craps ,and craps is the word .
haha ,
then went to canteen to buy burger ,
okay ,
i was caught by dis teacher for eating outside canteen ,haha ,
i actually need to go canteen ,den i make muker kesian , ish ,eliyana kn pandai berdrama .
haha ,so the teacher said ,
"okay ,dis time ,i close one eye ,u can eat downstairs there near the field ."
hah ,klau close two eyes kn bagos , tk npk aku mkn .hha
wadeva me .
LOL
okay , so todae oso gerek , get to cubit2 hamdi cheeks ,cute lah .!
and i get to take his pic when he drinking water ,aha
okay ,then went to LOT 1 wid thahirah ,
bought sweeet talks .then kene halau at aries shop there ,
babi buto .
then went to guardian to see the dye hair colours ,
okay ,i aimed to buy dis purple dye hair .
so did thahirah too .ehhe .
okay , todae reached hme arnd 7 .
then bsk tk balek .
jkjk .haha
okaylah ,i gtg
bye .!





tell me why babe .


okay ,
dis post should be yesterdae post .
haha .
k yesterdae ,go suntec city . watch the burn the floor thingy .sabrina didnt go .
haha , okay ,ferstly our seats are shuffled , we're separated in the ferst place .
then , me , nabilah ,iffah ,shahirah ,nazura and azyani , we go seat aniwhere we like .
haha ,we took up the whole row .
and then when there is this couple uat songeh .then we are like da ader tempat duduk tuh duduk aje lah .haiyoo .
heh , de show gerek babe .!
hahaa , okay , and after the show ,
went back to skewl , azyani go meet hur rifa'e .
then actually iffah ajak me go esplanade ,i wanna go actually ,but im jus too tired .
haiyyooo , okay ,yesterdae goood dae , and soo its todae .
hahha ,
todae ,
nothing happen ,
i've been studying the whole day .
fuyyyooh ,
i wanna get good grades to get those stuffs ,
hehe , okay
urrggghh .!when is my hair gonna be long .?
when .?
alah ,i areadyy made plans 4 my hair when its long ,
hehe .
perm it on the top then rebond and the bottom ,its gonna be nicceeee .
haha ,
berangan aje lah eliyana ,berangan aje .
haha .
okaylah ,
i got to go now ,
bye .!




and now , there is scars .


FUCK ,CIBAI ,BASTARD ,PUKIMAK ,KANINA .!
arrgghh ,
after skewl gets on my nerves ar .!
firstly ,me ,azyani and sabrina go outside skewl ,
saw nana n shahirah talking2 at the bench there . talk2 craps ferst lah ,
abeh ,si azyani nie lah sibok2 nk gi greenrige ,me ,sabrina n shahirah layan kn aje lah .
abeh from there go to fajar street soccer , then to fajar lrt .
ish ,sial ar ,
me ,sabrina n shahirah dengar org jerit namer azyani , but azyani lyk buat bodoh gitu .
then kt fajar lrt ,she go run to the behind there ,
we are lyk huh .?
then she sae jus now was hur mum shouting her name loudly .
then hide lah ,abeh after 15 mins lyk dat ,aleh2 hur mum muncul kt tepi .
its lyk she go shout2 then kutok me ,sabrina n shahirah for smoking ,
"eh mak cik ,sejak biler aku hisap rokok ar .?
sejak biler nie .?sembarang kutok org aje ,abeh mcm lah anak dier tuh baek sgt ke pe .?
klau mahu tahu ,berdosa tau kutok org sembaragan ,.tk blajar agama ke .?"
shahirah da start dier nye maki2 ,and pointing .
beh ,si mak azyani da start membebel2 jerit2 mcm org sesat mane tah .
nk kasi satu fajar tau ke pe .?
fuck ,cibai .
then hur mum da suroh she go to skewl back , beh nk pakse sabrina .ehy ,
kau fikir fun ke pe .? ehy pompuan ,dun get sabrina involved jus bcoz of u lah girl .!
kau kene gi skola alek tuh kau nye pasal ar .
sabrina my fren , she decent ,tk uat ape2 nk get hur involved ,
abeh when azyani n hur mum da blah ,me ,sabrina and shahirah pun start our maki2 ar .!
then back to skewl ,shahirah go for hur ICU ,then me ,azyani and sabrina balek ,
pompuan ,
kau fikir fun ke pe skg uat kiter2 jadi sasaran .?



urrrgggghhh ,
shits ,
k lah ,not in the mood ,k bye .!




why cant i still cant get over u .?


HELLO .!
its been a long time since de last tym i update my blog .haha .
okay ,
today ,early morning kinda great ,
i saw sufi from Regent Sec .i didnt noe him lah actualii ,only know from msn n frendster .hah .
i smiled at him and then he whispered ,"beyonce".haha ,funny him .
and then at de traffic light there , i saw my long lost frend ,Jasper .haha ,he looked at me twice then i realised tat it was him .haha ,
okay , school was fine . no dance club .yey .!
okay , and guess wad , almost half of the class had to go for detention including me, tomorrow for not handing in the homework on time .
1N2 kate kn .haha . but nt bad lah go detention wid frens .yey2 .!
haha .and jus now assembly , really had craps wid Sabrina and Azyani .haha ,its lyk its been 14 days i had not laughed tat loud , babes ,u know how loud i laughed i ryte .?
haha ,kinda miss de old me .
ahha ,and after skool ,went to Greenridge with Azyani . we cant find Sabrina . heh .
then to Greenridge ,go to bawah block .dunno lah ape block .ahaha.
i didnt stayed long there , arnd 5+ went home ,ALONE .
haha , and at de LRT , i saw dis apek , sleeping wid his mouths widely open .and sooo ,eliyana got nothing other better things to do ,go take a pic of him .haha ,lol
i was bored ar jus now ,
and when i was walking hme jus now , i was about to cross the road when i saw a group of mats cycling infront of me .haha , and i saw Firdaus from Regent Sec .but i guessed i saw more than him ,nt clear ar , its lyk Firdaus kept staring at me ,stared at him back .lyk duhh . then went they cycled away ,someone called my name ,i turned back ,then they are lyk smiling2 .
i didnt get to see Hariz . or he is not there . dunno lah .
haha ,okay ,met many people today .
and my sis ,Elina is currently at hospital .
haha ,okay .posting ending .







why cant i still cant get over you .?



still nt in the mood babes .
i did my 4th cut yesterday nite .
im nt me .
im nt eliyana .
haiz , i dun wish to continue my life now .im afraid to be in love again .
i guessed u really did change my life , a damaged one .


tears kept falling .


arrrgggghhh .!
i cut myself again , 3 rd cut .i felt lyk making the 4th cut .should i .?
i guessed i should .why continue lyfe when it is nt meaningful .?
i still cnt get over him . i dun feel the pain when i cut myself . i guessed i should continue my life by cutting myself . dis world is nothing to me animore .

tears kept falling .




2nd cut of the day .

i guess my by cutting myself is the way ,but i cant get over it .

i kept on cutting myself .i cnt take it .why must the world did this to me .?

tears kept falling .



still nt in de mood .
i dun feel lyk coming to skool jus now , but for de sake of thahirah ,sabrina ,suhailah ,azyani and atika ,i came .
during de awards concert thingy , im nt de eliyana u've known . and i kept listening to jiwangs songs from azyani hp jus now ,it makes me wanna cry .
hah ,and im absent from madrasah jus now , i came home late and i gave my mum unreasonable reasons .
im nt in de mood ,i dun feel lyk meeting my frens , i dun feel lyk going out ,i dun feel lyk seeing people . all i want is to be ALONE .
okay ,goood bye .
tears kept falling .



FUCK .
i noe dis will happen anytyme now .
and it realy did .
nytes of tears ,will it be paid .?
u cheated me ,u lied to me ,u betrayed me ,u played wid my heart ,u changed my lyfe ,u damaged me .,will i ever be in love again .?
i dun realy think so .
ur soo heartless .
i"ve nt known u for long but i know u well enough .
u left me in de dark .
u make my lyfe dumped .
why must it happen jus lyk tat .?
each tym u appear in my face ,i felt i wanna cry ,deeply . but i kept it all inside .
i cnt get over u . but i must ,if nt ,my lyfe would be different .a damaged one .
i dun feel lyk living in dis earth again .
i dun feel lyk goin to skool now .
leaving all those unspoken words behind .
u told me i wont understand ,or you dun understand .?
no one will ever understand me .
i cnt concentrate during lessons .
now i knew love wasnt great .
its all full of no sense .
i shouldnt had been addicted into relationships .
now i learnt a lesson .
guys are full of liars ,
FUCKERS N BASTARDS .!
if you think your the one im talking about , soo be it .
i will never ever be in love again .
k bye .!
BE GONE /!!


arrrggghh .
im soooo nt in the mood to craps lah jus now .
my tummy lyk aching fuckingly .
and it started froom early in de mwing .
taik semacm .
and ohyahs .3rd tyme getting scolding from teachers .
its lyk de four of us had to stae behind after their lessons .
hu de heck cares lah .!
and maths lessons rox .!
haha . talk craps wid sabrina ,azyani and thahirah .
hhaha . and me n thahirah gt new phrase .
lol .
BISIK MCM BERBUAL ,BERBUAL MCM PEKIK ,KETAWE MCM KAMBING .
haha .
totally craps .
thahirah bisik mcm berbual
eliyana berbual mcm pekik .
haha .
and music lessons ,
we are lyk little kids lah .
making a big circle .
doin some mepek stuffs .
haha .
okaylah ,
posting ending .
bye .!
loved .


todae ,things went as normal .
ohkay ,art lessons was super duper boring .
and soo me thahirah ,sabrina n azyani played dis lil childish game .
haha .its sort of a luck game .
haha .
and i lyk my luck .! haha .saved de paper , and i've been calling dat my result slip .LOLs .!
i brought it everywhere . LOLs .!
hah , alah ,eng lesson mcm taik ar .
had it at de music room .mepek kn .
abeh , me ,sabrina n azyani was seperated .
all thanks to out talking .
haha ,and sooo got scolding from ms chen .
then go hall late .
and dance club jus now ,sooo nt in de mood .
ahhhhh , and im gonna carry dat sabrina for de dance .
hah .my back is kinda pain lah .!
and ohyahs ,thahirah ,ur 13 todae .!
i cnt celebrate ur birthdae wid u ar .
dance club nye psl .
hah ,hur bithdae turns out to be a blast sak .she lost hur wallet n hur hp early in de morning .
and sooo she sooo nt in de mooood ,
and all thx to eliyana babe .
i cheer hur up .gagagaga ,
eleh ,eliyana bangga ar .!
ish , hah .
okaylah , posting ending .
bye .!
LOVED


HELLOOOO .!
okay ,todae lessons are normal .
and for art lesson ,we did nothg . there is no lessons .no teacher .
hahaha .
sci lessons rox lah .!
me n thahirah were nt paying attention and we hear songs from hur HP .
and dis tym ,we listen by hur speaker and nt from hur ear piece .
jus imagine how loud it was .
but mr phua cnt hear it .
haha ,and for maths lessons ,me n thahirah almost caught for listening to songs .
but luckily all thanks to ELIYANA hu zip hur pencil box quickly .
if nt ,naseb ar .
haha ,\and im a little bit sick .
of course lah ,jus now playes in de rain .
had fun stomping puddles .
haha .
and i reached hme arnd 5 .
kinda early todae .
haha .
okay
bye .!


okay ,
and erm ,jus remembered todae APRIL FOOL'S DAE .!
and tat thahirah a.k.a TAIK realii get me into my last nerve sey .
she saed all those nasty stuffs and almost make me into tears .
i was heart broken of wad she had saed .
but luckily ,she wished me APRIL FOOL'S DAE on tym .
if she had de wrong tyme ,i would had broke into tears .as in REAL TEARS .!
boooooo .
okay lah .tats all ,and taik ,u watch out ar on mondae .!
APRIL FOOL'S DAY PEOPLE .!
loved .


HELLO .!
things went normal todae .
nothing happened todae .
haaah .
and i've made plans for my hair when it has grown long .
i thought of perming on de top and den rebonded and de bottom .
and it will be in a months tyme .
my hair still short lah .
cnt wait to be long .
heeeh .
okay ,im currently addicted to malay songs .
i used to hate alot ALOT .
but now ,im addicted .
haaah .
okay lah ,ending here .
GOOOOD BYE .!
loved .